该放手了吗？

今天是‘九王爷’的第一天。
我和我弟在今早12.00am 到‘斗母宫’迎接九王爷的到来。
我们一起走路到sungai kinta等...
今年好像等很久。也很多人来。。。
我们等到1.00am。。。
我们看到3.30am。。
哈哈。。
我弟是第一年来看，刚好星期一是放假。
往年我是和我的老友来看。。可是今年我是和我弟来看。
因为我做了一些事让他们不理我。。。
这也是我的错。。。。
就在那天我在找我弟的时后，我的朋友在我旁边叫我。。
我真的吓倒。。原来他们都有来。
我那时的心情真的。。。哈哈。。。

这世界上就是那么的妙。。
当我不想面对他们的时后，他们竟然会出现了。
他们已没有和我联络一个多月了。那么多年的朋友没想到会搞到这样。
是不是该放手的时后了呢？
他们好像过得很开心的样子。。
我是不是不应该再让他们不高心了呢?
可是以那么多年的朋友来看，我真的不希望会是这样。。。
可是我不可以做任何事啦。看天。。。真的要看天怎么按排。。。
希望他们可原谅我，希望奇跡会发生在我们的身上。。。

the day of september 22

hehe...
today dunno why got some feel to climb mountain.
so just go to climb 4 2 mountain....
hahaa...really long time din climb and do exercise..
so really...hard lo....
too lazy for these 1 1/2 month....hehe
i reach there about 5.30pm.....still early
then i slowly walk up....hahaa really long time din do exercise so a bit slow for today.
when i reach the top....hahaa so happy...
but not felling well when reach the top....
just like want to faint...maybe less exercise...i think la
hahaa
really happy when reach the top....
where we always rest and take picture last time...
hehe....fresh air...
then when i finish rest i just walk back down...
haha...me scare to walk down there de...dunno every time also like that...
haha
after that i go to the shop to buy 100 plus to drink...
hahaa...really relex...
haha.....
so must do exercise every day already...if not...hehe
i also dunno...hahaha

what happen?

what has happen to me these few days?
i also dunno....
why i will so sad?
really dunno....
hahaa...always cry alone....
my life totally change after the klwmbc trip,
i really can't accept the new life....
already a month pass,i still can't accept.
these few days always think back something that makes me sad....
hahaa....maybe me think too much.
i do something wrong to people.
hahaa....but it hurt.....
really damn hurt to me and people.
what can i do to replace my sorry...
will i be forgiveness? i dunno.....
hahaaa.......
.....

new life for me is sucks......
i hope something miracle will happen...
will it happen.....really dunno....

my aquarium...

This aquarium is locate in my room
hehe...
This is the photo that i taken at the first day....
on that day only got three fish in this aquarium
that is 2 blood parrot fish and my fighting fish.



This is the second day of my aquarium...
i added 2 more blood parrot fish and 2 catfish.
maybe i scare them so they change colour already
hehe
this aquarium i deco myself de...


This is the finish job, i think...haha
today i added the house of my fish...
my blood parrot fish is in orange & red colour, do u saw?
he is in the house...
the house will float, so i use a rock to stable it.
they look happy...hehe...just kidding..haha



now they are,
4 blood parrot fish
1 fighting fish
2 catfish

heheee...
so happy to see them every day...
hope i will stop add things into it...
hahaa...

so this is my aquarium story...hehe...

day of september 9

haha...today just do nothing, just cleaning my room.
erm....i want to make-over my room but totally no idea...
japan style?....haha i like but hard to decorate...
need to spend many money on it....
hahaa......

any body can give some idea?....lol
hope to get some reply.....

after the terengganu trip, i want to change my style.
erm..hope it can be, if last time i got make any of my friend unhappy, here i just can say sorry to you guys....i just hope to be forgive.

i must be happy every day....
and also give happinessto people.....
hope i can do it...kampateh jason lim!!!

haha...just end here...tata

gread trip in 2008 - TERENGGANU -

hehe...just back from terengganu.
walau...is a memorable trip, really relax....
this trip is a 4days 3 night trip.
12 hours to go terengganu with the "Nini Express"...
these few day i stay at my friend house in wakaf tapai
his family members is cute...
uncle, aunty thank you for every thing....
mr kent hahaa..... nothing to say... just very happy to have you to be my friend.
dunno why when i saw the sea and beach i will fell so relax, is just like back to home....
haha, these few days kent bring me to eat some local food that i never eat and see before. haha the food that i most remember is 'tapai' hahaa... is totally hard to eat,maybe i dunno how to enjoy that hehehe....
ya, he bring me to see how the terengganu people live, hehe...slow.....
sorry ya terengganu people...hhahaa....
every thing will be my memory forever.
this is the picture that we taken at terengganu.


so clean and nice.....


love terengganu so much....


my leg....


nice?


kent and me...lol


what is he doing?......lol...


he call me to sit like this...


just look so pity...hahahaa...


night at terengganu...in the bus to back ipoh.
this express kesatuan very fast le...8 hours already reach ipoh...geng

happy de time always pass very fast...
hope i can go again...miss every thing in terengganu.
hey boss, if free remember call me to go holiday ya....lol

day of september 1

hahaa........long time no write blog...
maybe like what my friend mr ng say....
now happy so no need to write...lol....
am i right mr Ng...

hahaaa......this is the picture that i go to sunway K.L.

me...hahaha....

i does not fall down...haha...

that day got many "leng lui" at there....heheee.....
so 辛运.....
new wing, erm....nice also,got improvement,
ipoh haiz....... fast fast come up la.....