today....raining for the whole morning...so cool...
hahaa....pass my exam....
but dunno why i will so unhappy now..
???
why
can't explain....
really stupid.
if not happy also need to pretend to be.
erm.....why,
i also dunno....hahaa stupid question...
now days i always eat....eat until non-stop.
haha....heard that if somebody is in a unhappy situation just eat....
hahhaa...really works...
i think maybe just think about what to eat, what can eat next...
so forgot about the sad things.... i think la....
Dinner
Thursday, August 14, 2008
haha...my family taking photo...smile....but look at my younger brother...hahaa
he just look funny....lol..
this is the first dish..erm...
this is the second dish we eat....it taste very nice...got mango inside ....hahaha...special food
i like this very much...
hahaa..this dish look nice....
this hahaha...i totally don't like....this can be separate to many bowl....drink until....haiz....dunno how to say...
haha...guest what they are doing....
lol....
just like searching for something.....lol...hahahaa
taking photo with grandpa and grandma...
the red shirt is my aunt, she is going back to N.Y soon...
haha...the end for the dinner....
life?
Thursday, August 7, 2008
i hope i am mute.
so i will not offend people....
i hope i am deaf.
so i will no need to heard what is bad.
i hope i am blind.
so i will no need to see what happen bad to me.
life is getting tough to me....family, friends, every thing.
maybe is me who is changing....haiz.....
dunno what to do,what can do,what should do.
so i will not offend people....
i hope i am deaf.
so i will no need to heard what is bad.
i hope i am blind.
so i will no need to see what happen bad to me.
life is getting tough to me....family, friends, every thing.
maybe is me who is changing....haiz.....
dunno what to do,what can do,what should do.
the trip to KL
Monday, August 4, 2008
from 30 july till 4 august i was went to Kuala Lumpur for Kuala Lumpur World Marching Band Competition (KLWMBC).
i was accompany by zheng yang,botak,fat cat,black ghost,and ah boy.
This trip is the most unhappy trip that i have went for it in my whole life.
ya...it has a great show from the band competition but i was totally shoot down by somebody.
i am so confuse......
he is one of my best friend in my life...but after the thing happen......
i was totally change of it, i totally dunno what should i do.
i was speechless of this thing happen....
until now i also can't forget the face when he shout at me...
when i think back what has happen, dunno why my tears will so automatic drop down.
i really dunno why will this happen.
this morning i was shock to wake up because of this thing suddenly appear in my mind.
when this incident happen, my head was totally blank space.
maybe before this i have fail my exam and he suddenly give boom on it.
maybe i can't resist the pressure..
so i want to find a place to release my pressure, so i ask czy to give me the room key.
i was walk alone back to the hotel. now i also dunno were i got that kind of brave to walk back alone in unfamiliar state. haha......
after dunno what time czy sms me for dinner...so i just go out to meet them in the mamak stall.
after the dinner we went back to hotel to rest...
but i totally can't get into sleep,when i close my eyes the incident happen again and again in my mind....that night i was totally crazy.
i walk alone to china town to buy 1 tin of alcoholic drink....ya, me totally stupid right...
after that i when back to the hotel....i finish the tin when i was walking back to the hotel.
then i try to sleep,hahaa..... but 1 tin were can make me come down.
so i go to the shop again to buy another tin of alcoholic drink. this time the feel is totally diffrent.
i can't walk stable in the road, yea it is dangerous when a guy walk alone in kl street at 3.30am and he was drank.
after that i was totally blur.....i just try to walk back to the hotel...
when i reach the room. i was totally blur already.
i also duno what am i doing....
when the second morning i only know what has happen on that night when my other friend tell me. i was damn stupid, haha........
this trip is the most shit trip i ever been....
i also duno why you guys can write blog... it is suffering your self to write back the unhappy things.....hahaa..........this is what kl trip give to me. i hope i can forget it as soon as possible.....
i was accompany by zheng yang,botak,fat cat,black ghost,and ah boy.
This trip is the most unhappy trip that i have went for it in my whole life.
ya...it has a great show from the band competition but i was totally shoot down by somebody.
i am so confuse......
he is one of my best friend in my life...but after the thing happen......
i was totally change of it, i totally dunno what should i do.
i was speechless of this thing happen....
until now i also can't forget the face when he shout at me...
when i think back what has happen, dunno why my tears will so automatic drop down.
i really dunno why will this happen.
this morning i was shock to wake up because of this thing suddenly appear in my mind.
when this incident happen, my head was totally blank space.
maybe before this i have fail my exam and he suddenly give boom on it.
maybe i can't resist the pressure..
so i want to find a place to release my pressure, so i ask czy to give me the room key.
i was walk alone back to the hotel. now i also dunno were i got that kind of brave to walk back alone in unfamiliar state. haha......
after dunno what time czy sms me for dinner...so i just go out to meet them in the mamak stall.
after the dinner we went back to hotel to rest...
but i totally can't get into sleep,when i close my eyes the incident happen again and again in my mind....that night i was totally crazy.
i walk alone to china town to buy 1 tin of alcoholic drink....ya, me totally stupid right...
after that i when back to the hotel....i finish the tin when i was walking back to the hotel.
then i try to sleep,hahaa..... but 1 tin were can make me come down.
so i go to the shop again to buy another tin of alcoholic drink. this time the feel is totally diffrent.
i can't walk stable in the road, yea it is dangerous when a guy walk alone in kl street at 3.30am and he was drank.
after that i was totally blur.....i just try to walk back to the hotel...
when i reach the room. i was totally blur already.
i also duno what am i doing....
when the second morning i only know what has happen on that night when my other friend tell me. i was damn stupid, haha........
this trip is the most shit trip i ever been....
i also duno why you guys can write blog... it is suffering your self to write back the unhappy things.....hahaa..........this is what kl trip give to me. i hope i can forget it as soon as possible.....
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